Sunday, February 17, 2008
I SO MISS YOU LORD!where have i been?
GREAT service just now!!!
40 days of prayer and fast starts tomorrow. We suppose to fast 1 meal a day, as well as TV, and all electronic games.
AND THERE GOES MY 'GONG'... i just finished episode 14.. argh! 40 days later then carry on. I guess will save alot of electricity also since last mth bill was a bomb!
But then... I am truly excited about this fast n pray.. Coz i really wanna come back to God, deeper then i've ever been before. I know that i have fallen... and its time to reconcile and be back. Praying has not been the same, there no more desperate praying anymore... Reading bible has not been regular... quiet time is secondary.. basically I know i'm in deep shit! Thank god for today's service. I want to be God's valentine again, i know i am his lover, wanna birth princesses again... I WANT TO BE HUNGRIER for the lord almighty. ROAR!!!!!
LORD forgive me, give me strength and wisdom... to draw near to u!
and i stand in awe of your love
Saturday, February 16, 2008
This is a almost DEAD blog.
I am without comp ok? bare with that.
ANyway, just some updates.
BN12 meeting has been at my place for the last few weeks. And i really enjoy that. Not only that I don;t have to travel, but i really see the committment of each sister to me. And more to that... I enjoy cooking dinner for them! heee... no diahorrea cases so far. Hee hee! Thank sis, really appreciate, esp those westerners.
Next. Siokyit is back! :) :) :)
My cousin
ACCEPTED JESUS CHRIST on new year eve! HOORAY!! God is good, all the time. All the time, God is good! :) she was a free thinker for 40 over years. surrounded my christian workers in her work place for 20 over years. she has a colleague who will give her bookmarks with god's words for encouragement every week, and people who constantly share the good news to her. BUt all these has to work hand in hand with God's perfect timing. On the eve of new year eve, after her mum n son has slept, she was startled to hear a voice, telling her to go church! The next morning, she woke up super early and went to the nearest church. And there... she saw her colleague!!! Man... how did god arranged this? Awesome. She's now settled in that church, and eagerly studying the bible to want to know Jesus more and more. :) Praise the lord!
About
Laura! Laura turns 3 mths on vday. Hmmm... she is now able to react and smile at u (when she good mood). Sometimes she laughs too. She likes to talk... she'll goo-goo-ga-ga with you when u talk to her. She now knows how to use her hands to grab things like her shirt, and put into her mouth. She is also drooling alot due to the production of more saliva to prepare her for solid food and while other babies suck their thumbs, Laura sucks every finger except her thumb. weird. she'll try every finger in the beginning, now she just dump all the four fingers into her mouth~
How about my life? Well, i am starting to look for home base jobs. Been praying, telling god that i don't know what to do next. Should i teach tuition, or do freelance drafting, or back to full time work? or what? tell me. Then the next day, my ex colleague little lamb sms me. KY, u wanna do freelance at home? Well.. I havent decided coz havent talk about the terms. Will see how. meanwhile. i am really enjoying myself at home with laura!
and i stand in awe of your love
