Friday, July 28, 2006
increment time!
yeah!! i got an increment this week... and all i can say is GOD IS GOOD!
well... lately i really struggled. because I know incrememt is coming. while everyone is anticipating it, i was not quite excited because i know that my office will give me a increment, so that my pay will hit a certain office target and i cant claim any OT allowance anymore. To prepare myself for that, i actually went searching for jobs and had a urge to change job think: "if i'm being paid the same elsewhere doing something that i will enjoy more i'll go, instead of having to oblige to OTs"
i found a job in may, that i would say really suits my appetite. to me, its an open door. I prepared my resume and portfolio, but something just stopped me from sending it out. i guess it was holy spirit.
although i know that god has the best plans for me in whatever i do, but somehow, it just 'slips my mind', i starting trying to use my own strength to fight this financial calamity. thinking that without OT pay, my family and i will have difficulties surviving.
"apart from me, you can do nothing"
sadly, i went into the accounts room to collect my increment letter on wednesday. when i saw the letter. i was taken aback!!! to my greatest surprise, my increment was not what i expected it to be! that moment, my heart was filled with mixed feelings. for a moment, i really dunno if i'm happy or sad. but i stood in awe. My increment was not as much as i thought it would be! its ALITTLE BIT lesser. and that makes me still eligible for OT claims! and best of all.. THE BEST RATE of all claims! Praise the lord!! suddenly the lord just spoke: "trust in me"
a few moments later, my good fren came to me looking sad, she told me that her pay has reached the mark. she cant claim OT anymore. then satan talked to me. "see, u both started working at the same time, do almost the same thing, put in the same effort, yet she gets more increment then u..." funny thoughts came into me... i start to question my working ability. "did i not work hard enough, did my boss feel that im not as good as her? etc"
I became troubled.
Littlelamb invited me for lunch, and i shared with her. she was surprise to hear about my increment. but she said: "god has his perfect plan for his child..."
Indeed... I have fallen into the trap!! trap of jealousy, comparing... how stupid i was!
the office is not so stupid.... it's just god's plan!!!(cant elaborate much, pardon me... just know that God is always with me)
Without him... i can do nothing. with him, even if i have no money, he will provide for me. coz HE IS MY PROVIDER!
God is good.. with perfect gifts for his inperfect childrens.
"do not let ur hearts be troubled, trust in god, trust also in me" John14:1
wed prayer meeting - god spoke:
"stop doing things with ur own strength, i am the strength, let me be ur strength"
Yes... let God be our strength, everything in the world will fail us but not God.
and i stand in awe of your love
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
woooooHhhooooooo!!!
PLanet shakers is coming to town!!
11 and 12 aug, MAX pavilion! be there!!
THe coolest, and the most happening place to be!
Dont miss OUT!
LEt's gear up for a time for energy-zapping concert!
Tickets : $4 (students n NS boys)
: $8 (working adults)
i'm excited! peeps reading this.. u wouldnt wanna miss this. i'm serious!
and i stand in awe of your love
Friday, July 21, 2006
that's me and my father
Jesus lover of my soul
Jesus I will never let You go
You’ve taken me from the miry clay
You set my feet upon a rock
Now I know
I love You
I need You
Though my world may fall
I’ll never let You go
My Saviour
My closest Friend
I will worship You
Until the very end
and i stand in awe of your love
Monday, July 17, 2006
shuling has been very ill since school has started, recently has stopped going to school as she has constant high fever. 39.9degrees~ pls continue to pray that God will heal her.
YEah!! one salvation yesterday. Cindy, welcome to the family!! do get to know the rest of the sisters ya?

one of my girl has been seriously grounded at home.. but i feel that the situation is not as bad as we thought. i feel that god has a reason for this to happen. and at every spiritual attack, God's truth will shine even brighter. With God, u will be a overcomer. Trust in him in all situations my dear... love u!
I was not very happy yesterday, upon hearing some things that was spoken. the body of christ should unite among ourselvs, instead of discouraging ur bro/sis, we should infact encourage one another. such that, we all can improve in all our weakness. no one is perfect except our heavenly father. who can say that they have not sinned?
the heartbeat of a father is to see his children lives in harmony. it breaks the father's heart when the children scheme against one another, slander n gossip about other siblings. this is the same for our heavenly father above. let's love one another. its not a choice. its a command.
and i stand in awe of your love
Tuesday, July 11, 2006

my presentsssss
heehees... cant stop smiling!
I'm happy, so happy~!!!
Think the spirit of joy is all around,
1st is with yanling, now has pass to me...
Haa... i receive a call from the receptionist yesterday
"kaiyun, there's a parcel for u"
I thought it was some sample from supplier.
To my surprise, its really for me~!
a pleasant surprise from hongkong
I poured out everything from the envelope,
and many colourful cards, stickers and a little book fell from it!
I love it!!!
heeee.....
thank u lilian!! n god bless u!!

and yes.. the girls. they went for ushering duty!
u all did great! i'm proud of u! looks cute too!
*praying that cherie can go encounter*
and i stand in awe of your love
Friday, July 07, 2006

it's time to TAKE THE CITY~!! Join us on 29 july 06 for a walk from padang. have ur morning exercise while doing charity. why not? the funds that are raised will go to TOUCH Community Service. thousands of lives will be touched n saved by you unknowingly. do ur part to make a difference in singapore. i hope that many of my friends will come n walk with me...
just met caiyun, yanling and kelly for lunch just now. how nice of them. BIg thanks to Kelly sis... for bringing the bibles to me, despite having so many things to carry!! thank u!
n my 2 daughters... i'm happy to see u! though u all heard many shocking things from me. haha..
also today, i found out who's the culprit that almost successfully, killed me indirectly. RICKY LIM! - u know what i'm talking about.. *big sigh* hope it ends soons... booboo!!
Jesus... please save him.
and i stand in awe of your love
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Yesterday was a happy day.
Work was so-so only. Boring actually.
Bingyu called me, ask me to choose necklace for someone.
So i met him, he was with his childhood friend, Roy, my new friend.
I thought he really looked like ah leng's long lost brother.
We went to perlini silver, i picked a necklace with angel pandent.
Nice!! think that girl will like it ba... hopefully she will...
After which we went to eat at Fish n Co... service was pretty bad,
and the fish and chips... i guess they just swimmed in the pool of oil.
SO OILY!!
Went to my cousin house after which to collect a lanyard.
UOB bank lanyard. I designed it!
I'm also happy...
Sentosa this saturday 9am anyone???oh yes... i need a holiday. taiwan sounds good!
and i stand in awe of your love
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Nice graphics... the show, overall not too bad. Although the storyline not fantastic, left alot of question marks in my head after the show.
Superboy is soOOOoooooo cute!!! (superman's son) but he disappoint me. i thought he got alot of power... nvm.. wait for him to grow up.
Oh.. ya.. superman's scriptwriter copied the bible! he made superman sounded so much like Jesus. "the father and the son will become one". "superman, the savior of the world". "why the world needs superman" hahaha... one thing that superman is different from jesus is that jesus will not be afraid of anything. n will not be threathen by any kind of force. And one difference between superman's father and jesus' father is that jesus' father (GOD) will not talk to the wrong son.
But in this show.. superman is really super! he is all around the world helping people, he do super things like saving an airplane from crashing, saving the world, etc.
if, at any point of ur life, u think 'how nice if i really have superman' then let me tell u you don;t need superman, all u need is JESUS CHRIST. All those that u see in the show, all those stuns... are nothing to Jesus, he dun even need to use his strength, or perspire to make impossible possible. only if u let Jesus be your superman, your life will be changed.
Jesus is my superman, because of him, i live supernaturally.
Do u have superman?
and i stand in awe of your love
Monday, July 03, 2006
hihi...
been rather lazy + busy to post nowaday...
Guess ppl has stopped visiting my blog.
I have been busy with work lately. everyday in a war... no time to eat, no time to feel sleepy, no time to pee... Lots of presentation, loads of work. but suprisingly.. i seem to be enjoying what i do lately.
Miracle catch was indeed a miracle. 500+ lives were saved that day... welcome all spiritual babies in our midst!
Shermaine and Cherie... Welcome to KY's family. I hope to know more about u all... and hope that u can know more about other sisters as well. i'm excited about ur new birth. am sure that god also has an exciting journey waiting for u... ur life will be transformed!! so interesting.. and yes.. i'm happy to have the both of u!
wooHOo... today gonna watch the Superman Returns. office booked the entire cinema for us.. so cool right? hahaa... maybe got motive. scully before/after the show, my director will pick up the mic and brainwash us... haha.a.. think i think too much.
Anyways... all u out there reading this.. TAKE CARE + GOD BLESS!
Love Jesus. Serve Jesus
and i stand in awe of your love